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By Katharina Wilson

1967 Abduction #3I should have known something wasn't quite right. I was six years old and it always began with my sensing a presence in my room, being terrified, and then drifting off to sleep.

I would find myself floating, and I could see pod-shaped objects moving in the same direction that I was moving. Often I would scream, but there would be no sound to my voice. Then I would feel that all-powerful voice inside my head-God's voice. It would paralyzed me while it told me a very important message-a message, unfortunately, that I was not allowed to remember.

As a six year old child, I could not understand why God would speak to me and never let me remember what he said. It seemed as if the message was bypassing my conscious mind and was being placed directly into my unconscious mind.

Today, I know this was not God speaking to me, but rather, extraterrestrial Beings. Since my childhood I knew I was here for a reason, and I knew it was more important than having a family, a career, wealth, or fame. My life was to involve interaction with alien Beings for a specific purpose. When I look back on this time period, I believe there was a part of me that always knew about them.

I have contemplated how this "knowing" could have been pushed so deep into my unconscious mind for so many years. I believe it is a combination of two important factors: the Beings knew that I needed some sense of normality in my young life for proper psychological development, and my physiology had not yet reached the stage where my body could provide the Beings with the genetic material they apparently require.

Regardless of how these events were suppressed by the Beings, throughout my childhood and adolescence I continued to experience unusual phenomena, such as missing time and the unexplained appearance of unusual scars.

Late one night when I was sixteen years old, the Beings decided it was time for me to see them and remember them. I had a sighting of three silver, hamburger-shaped craft that had yellow, red, and blue lights moving around their midsections. After the sighting, I felt a strong feeling of "confirmation" and "familiarity." They also had a reason for showing themselves to me: it was a type of Awakening.

Craft #42I told others about my sighting only to be ridiculed and looked upon with pity. Any positive Awakening was all but erased, and this time, I pushed the memory back into the recesses of my unconscious mind.

The Beings' visitations continued for many years, sometimes with bitter consequences. I spent many years of my life training to become a professional musician, but after an experience involving a bright light in my bedroom one night, I could no longer play my musical instruments. This encounter destroyed my will and my desire to play music. My life was being re-directed, perhaps even manipulated, but I kept pushing forward. I kept trying to go in the direction I wanted, but every now and then someone, or something, would nudge me in a different direction.

My breaking point came when I was twenty-six years old. I began walking around in my backyard at night looking for aliens. I knew the Beings were a part of my life, but I also knew that society believed otherwise.

I spent the next two years pursuing a difficult and personal investigation. I believe my greatest progress was made after I decided that I wasn't going to be a victim anymore. This was one of the most important decisions I have ever made in my life. Yes, I was being abducted by aliens, but I didn't have to feel like a helpless victim and allow the "fear of the unknown" to take over my life.

I continued to keep my journal that I began in 1983. Over the years, I found that writing down my dreams and unusual memories was very therapeutic. I was also able to document many details from my abduction experiences that I did not know would be important to my future. So important, in fact, that one of them would save my life.

A 'Vision' of my Future

The Blonde #13In 1989, I was studying psychology with hopes of obtaining my Ph.D. That year, during another abduction experience, a Being whom I call The Blonde showed me a glimpse of my future. It involved my hearing a loud explosion and seeing our courtyard wall being repaired.

Eight months later, I was on my way outside to open our over-head garage door for my husband. It was storming, and I did not want him to get wet opening the manual door. The entrance to the garage was through the courtyard. I put on my wooden clogs because it was raining intensely. However, just before I went outside, I told myself, "You're going to get struck by lightning if you don't put on rubber soled shoes." Laughing to myself while I changed shoes I said, "Yeah, right."

On my way back from the garage to my front door I heard a loud explosion. The next thing I knew, I felt myself floating up the six steps that led to our front door. I thought I was going to die. I got myself inside my house, and a few seconds later realized that it was not a bomb that had exploded. Our courtyard wall had been hit by lightning and I was only eight feet away when it struck. The lightning caused several thousand dollars worth of damage to our courtyard.

That night I was visited by two Greys who performed an operation on my heart. During the operation I asked them what they were doing, and one of them replied telepathically, "We are repairing your heart-you will be okay now."

I believe The Blonde saved my life by showing me a glimpse of my future. One of the many things I learned by keeping a journal and documenting everything I remembered is, the more personal the information the Beings give me about my future, the more likely it is to occur.

Different Types of Greys

I also learned that it is not wise to stereotype the Beings simply because of how they look. Not all Greys are the same, and I devote a section of my book, The Alien Jigsaw to describing the characteristics of four different types of Greys, as well as ten other categories of Beings who have interacted with me.

The Type One Greys are about three feet tall, have old looking skin and large black eyes. These Beings are able to float or levitate themselves as a means of locomotion. The Type Two Greys are about four feet tall and are the Greys that some people refer to as robots. Because I have observed emotions such as puzzlement and even pride, I do not perceive them as robots. These are the types of Greys that performed the heart operation on me. The Type Three Greys are about six feet tall and have long blonde-yellow hair. (I believe their hair is artificial.) They refer to themselves as "Navigators" of the cigar-shaped crafts. We would interpret their role as that of a pilot. The fourth type of Grey I have encountered is about seven feet tall. They have very large heads and very round black eyes. They appear to hold important positions, for example, a leader or diplomat.

Why Are They Here?

I am often asked, "Why are the Beings here, and what are they doing?" My experiences and my research tell me that the aliens are conducting a longitudinal study of humans. In the field of psychology, a longitudinal study evaluates a group of subjects at several points in time, over a number of years, or even decades as may be the case with the aliens. I believe the aliens are assessing how our behaviors and characteristics are changing over the course of evolution. Some aliens appear to be carrying out a massive breeding program involving humans and aliens (the alien-human hybridization project), and some are also monitoring our environment.

Psychological Study

My psychology has been studied using theatrical concepts that involve interactions with aliens that are indeed of a theatrical nature: play acting, or teasing and joking, for example. Other psychological aspects have been studied using what I call "teaching dreams." These are not dreams, but instead are situations that are created and executed within the context of an abduction and involve provoking intense emotional responses and cognitive processes.

Tan-skin Infant #32The Beings are also curious about my ability to feel empathy for other species of animals. In the past, they have often used real animals, and themselves camouflaged as animals, to study my thoughts and beliefs about vegetarianism and animals' rights. They occasionally use animals to manipulate me. For example, if I perform the aliens' desired behavior, an animal will not be harmed. It is possible that the aliens are able to tune into one another, while simultaneously tuning in to the abductee during these teaching/learning situations.

Physiological Study

The Beings have also used my reproductive organs to obtain genetic material in order to create life. I often see children who range from being human, to hybrid, to completely alien. I have also seen children who were created from a part of me, and two of them recognized me as their mother. In most cases I feel positive or loving feelings for the children. One very positive experience involved a tan-skinned infant. It was a healthy baby and as I was carrying it, it was squirming around in its little basket. I offered it my pinkie finger and when it began to suckle on it, the infant calmed down.

Experimentation

Another aspect of their physiological study involves performing experiments on me. Many of the procedures the Beings have performed on me that are of an experimental nature are well documented in The Alien Jigsaw.

Knowledge of the Future

The Beings appear to be knowledgeable about specific future events in my life. For example, they knew I would make a three thousand mile move from the Gulf Coast to Portland, Oregon, before my husband and I knew we would. Most importantly, they also knew I would write my book.

During the first nine years I kept a journal, it never crossed my mind that I would let anyone read my journal, much less publish it one day. It wasn't until 1992 that I realized this was going to change. I believe my life has been directed in such a manner that I would be where I needed to be in order to publish my journal and share my information with others.

I have learned a lot from my experiences with non-human Beings. I chose not to view myself as a victim. Instead, I decided to learn as much from the Beings as they were apparently learning from me. Incidentally, the Beings are not the only ones learning from me. I have also seen military and government personnel in some of my encounters. Some of my illustrations of unusual craft that I saw on what appeared to be military bases have also been published in my book.

It is my hope that by sharing my experiences, other abductees will know that they are not alone in experiencing such phenomena as teaching dreams, visions, theatrics, camouflage, screen memories, and even experiences involving military or government personnel. I also realize that by publishing my entire journal, certain types of information about abductions has been made public for the first time.

I believe we are all involved in this phenomenon for a reason. Those individuals with conscious memories of their experiences, and with the ability to share their information with others should be encouraged to do so. However, I strongly urge you to remain honest and true to your own experiences. This phenomenon needs no hype or exaggeration. The simple truth is enough to challenge everyone's reality.


A condensed version of this article was published in 1994, in Connecting Link, Issue #25. Connecting Link magazine is available in most major bookstores and can be contacted by writing to 9392 Whitneyville SE, Alto, MI, 49302.


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