STE:And the Lord said "go!" And I said, "Who me?" And He said, "Yes, you." And I said, "But I'm not ready yet, and there is company coming, and I can't leave the kids, and you know there's no one to take my place." And He said, "You're stalling." Again the Lord said, "Go." And I said, "But I don't want to." And He said, "I didn't ask if you wanted to." And I said, "Listen, I'm not that kind of person to get involved in controversy besides, my family won't like it and what will my neighbors think?" And He said, "Balony." And yet a third time the Lord said, "Go." And I said, "Do I have to?" And He said, "Do you love me?" And I said, "Look, I'm scared people are going to hate me and cut me up in little pieces and I can't take it all by myself." And He said, "Where do you think I'll be?" And the Lord said, "Go." And I sighed, "Here I am, send me."