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- A CONVERSATION WITH JUAN MATUS
-
- "Now we are concerned with losing self importance.
- As long as you feel that you are the most important
- thing in the world you cannot really appreciate the
- world around you. You are like a horse with blinders,
- all you see is yourself apart from everything else."
-
- He examined me for a moment.
-
- "I'm going to talk to my little friend here", he said,
- pointing to a small plant.
-
- He kneeled in front of it and began to caress it and
- to talk to it. I did not understand what he was saying at
- first, but then he switched languages and talked to the
- plant in Spanish. He babbled inanities for awhile. Then
- he stood up.
-
- "It doesn't matter what you say to a plant",he said.
- "You can just as well make up words; what's important
- is the feeling of liking it, and treating it as an
- equal".
-
- He explained that a man who gathers plants must
- apologize every time for taking them and must assure them
- that someday his own body will serve as food for them.
-
- "So, all in all, the plants and ourselves are even,"he said.
- "Neither we nor they are more or less important."
-
- "Come on, talk to the little plant", he urged me.
- "Tell it that you don't feel important any more."
-
- I went as far as kneeling in front of the plant but I
- could not bring myself to speak to it. I felt ridiculous
- and laughed. I was not angry,however.
-
- Don Juan patted me on the back and said that it was
- all right, that at least I had contained my temper.
-
- "From now on talk to the little plants," he said.
- "Talk until you lose all sense of importance. Talk to
- them until you can do it in front of others."
-
- "Go to those hills over there and practice by
- yourself"
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- BE HUMBLE AND SHOW RESPECT
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